Day 4 – Gonna Lose… But At Least Lose On My Terms, Fighting

As i feared, i looked at today’s email and what did Kris do? Write over 2,000. Which brought her over 6,000 yesterday versus my 4,000.

To catch up with the math is easy: write 2,500 words a day. Those 500 words’ll add up.

But i am tired today. It’s 4 pm and i want to nap. So here is what 99% of the world does. They call it quits for the day, knowing tomorrow is another day and that Future You’ll kill it tomorrow. There are going to be bad days. Heck, Kris will have a day where she doesn’t write. You can catch up there.

But i refuse to be the 99%. So, i’m gonna write knowing that i’m gonna lose. But at least i’m trying. Something none of my friends and family can say.

Will it be just a hundred words? Doesn’t matter. The fact that i’m going in, full well knowing i’m going to fail means i already succeeded.